The Passion Is Gone
Is it the natural progression of the human brain, or has the landscape changed and become so saturated that I just don't care anymore? I'd really like to know. Music used to be my everything. My life revolved around it. Playing it. Listening to it. Reading about it. Daydreaming about it.
Now, even though I listen to music, write music, and think about it all the time, it doesn't feel magical anymore. Sure, I still get the occasional goosebumps or some tears when something hits me at the right time, but largely it falls flat. It's more like noise than a soundtrack. I want to get that passion back and really enjoy it. Is that possible? I hope so. If it is, I'd like to know how to get there.